Cant Go On

[Intro]
I ain’t even gone lie to niggas bro like I am sick as fuck
Nigga I just got through throwing up nigga I had a motherfucking stomach virus and shit
But uh, I just wrote this shit you know what I’m saying
Mmmm

[Verse 1: Oddie Strangeluv]
The turtle wins when I’ve been tryna push the gas
But coming in last though
To my genes even pops was a asshole
The pain tough to shake but bend we don’t break
My spine [?] from doing back rolls in the deep end
I paddled all up on my own who need friends?
A natural who need a coach
I’m finna reach my apex, and I ain’t saving niggas beacons
I’m flying high don’t need a rope
Bitch y’all don’t know my life depend on this rap shit
Cause if I fail I’m selling coke
I just bang like everybody in my family
But I do this rap shit to get a hood niggas hope
After league dreams ended was the joke of the family
Found out I was bi ain’t nobody understand me
I took upon myself to be me, at the start they ain’t believe
So I don’t owe nobody shit fine and dandy
I didn’t start rapping just so I can win a Grammy
And so my mom can stop moving and shit
Got blue balls I’m going deep in the cheeks like Sandy
My life gone change with these words that I spit
I’m tryna find a peace of mind everyday
This rap shit the only gift I was gave
I ain’t religious but I need a higher power just to guide me
I can’t keep going on living this way
For real

[Interlude]
You know I really wanted to make this shit incredibly special for everybody
You know?
And um.. I’mma for sure making that feeling
So I want y’all to put y’all hands together for the one and only
CAM COLE ladies and gentlemen CAM COLE
Look, look

[Verse 2: CAM COLE]
I ain’t come here for applause but I appreciate it
Tell the truth I’m kinda lost I’m getting too complacent
I’m out here on the island while my pops still on the Eastside
But I just know he happy that his son ain’t living dangerous
Been going through some changes
Live threw me a curveball I swung it popped it up I still cleared all the bases
As long as the team meet then I’mma be cool
See I sacrificed my own mental health and close relations
And I think that that’s the problem with me dawg
They say seeing is believing
What I seen will probably get me outlawed so I stay quiet
Night terrors getting real in my sleep crying
Chuck the piece sign even though we truly far from it
These super sense in the gym got my arms numbing
Murmur since a child I struggle to keep my heart bumping
The encore tell 'em please keep the guitar strumming
Check the scoreboard when we drop they give us all hunnids
Nigga