Only play this game with myself
Everybody else, I pushed them out
Never let anybody in
Cause if I do then I just cannot win
Some days I wish I could off myself
Only fair when I do to everyone else
Why do I deserve the things I have
When I complain about it like a spoiled brat
I’m the one doing this to myself
I’m the one creating my very own hell
I throw away the ones who care the most
Cause I’m afraid of anybody getting too close