Control

[Verse 1]
I’m obsessive with the past
And the future
Always worried about being
Steps ahead

I never get my sleep at night
Feels like it’s an endless fight
With myself
Does anybody know?

[Pre-Chorus]
Somethin’s in the water in the town
I hold my breath but I’m still gonna drown
Was it worth it?

[Chorus]
I’m a lost cause
Always lookin’ for a chance to fuck it up
I’m a trainwreck
Can’t help but stare at me
Does it give you peace of mind
When I lie and say I’m fine?
I want control
Not in control

[Verse 2]
It’s a long way down
But I’m diggin’ my grave (to hell)
Wanna beat ‘im to the punch
Cause I’m oh so brave (never tell)

I feel like a maniac
Always on my best to act
Normal, look normal
Or everyone will know

[Pre-Chorus]
Somethin’s in the water in the town
I hold my breath but I’m still gonna drown
Was it worth it?

[Chorus]
I’m a lost cause
Always lookin’ for a chance to fuck it up
I’m a trainwreck
Can’t help but stare at me
Does it give you peace of mind
When I lie and say I’m fine?
I want control
Not in control

[Bridge]
I always feel like I’m the menace
Maybe it’s everyone else
Feels like it’s a game of tennis
With two sides of myself

[Chorus]
I’m a lost cause
Always lookin’ for a chance to fuck it up
I’m a trainwreck
Can’t help but stare at me
Does it give you peace of mind
When I lie and say I’m fine?
I want control
Not in control