Today I Swim, Tomorrow I Drown (Crumble Remix)

[Intro]
Living in everyone’s shadows
Spending my days in the chateau
Drowning the points that I’m getting
In sugar, I'm not feeling great in this gateau
Suppose there’s no love in the ghetto
Even though that ain’t where I’m from
Color flower, opposite of yellow
Feeling terror, I just need to mellow

[Chorus]
I have reasons as to why I wear a frown
Today I swim and tomorrow I drown
I been feeling like shit, like brown
Would feel even more stressed with a crown
Stomach ache and a whole breakdown
Lowercase my name, common noun
Sometimes happier with no one around
So I sit in my room and protect my sound

[Verse 1]
I’m at a suburban white party I don’t want to be at
My cousin and his friend are fighting and chatting
About how they see each other not enough
Alone in the pool and summer’s just begun
This year has been nothing but a large chore to me
I said bye to MJ, he’s finally free
But I wasn’t present, I was at Disney
Crying inside of the Pop Century
Say hi to my aunt that moved up here from Florida
But it’s because my uncle passed away, the
Last time I remember seeing him was Disney
Eatin’ gingerbread while goin’ through the city
Sometimes I wish that I did fuckin’ call him
I’m filled with regret and all of it’s synonyms
I snap to reality, things looking grim
Cause I’m still in that pool, alone while I swim

[Chorus]
I have reasons as to why I wear a frown
Today I swim and tomorrow I drown
I been feeling like shit, like brown
Would feel even more stressed with a crown
Stomach ache and a whole breakdown
Lowercase my name, common noun
Sometimes happier with no one around
So I sit in my room and protect my sound

[Verse 2]
It’s been weeks of planning, couple delays
It’s finally time for Six Flags today
I get on a ride, and to my surprise
I don’t even fit ‘cause I’m too fucking wide
I sit there and cry, while all of my friends
Are swinging way high in the sky
I didn’t eat the entire day
I get off a different ride, now I’m feeling bad
And so we go and finally munch
But even then I feel like my stomach was punched
I just need a chance to redeem myself
How does oneself get to fix they self?
Felt worthless, felt I was left on a shelf
My mom had to come get me out of this hell
I left my friends early, my belly hurt bad
To be honest, I feel like they were really mad

[Bridge]
Living in everyone’s shadows
Spending my days in the chateau
Drowning the points that I’m getting
In sugar, I'm not feeling great in this gateau
Suppose there’s no love in the ghetto
Even though that ain’t where I’m from
Color flower, opposite of yellow
Feeling terror, I just need to mellow

[Chorus]
I have reasons as to why I wear a frown
Today I swim and tomorrow I drown
I been feeling like shit, like brown
Would feel even more stressed with a crown
Stomach ache and a whole breakdown
Lowercase my name, common noun
Sometimes happier with no one around
So I sit in my room and protect my sound

[Chorus: Jack Antonoff & Henry Draw]
I feel like crumbling
And I feel like crumbling
And I feel like crumbling outside of your window