Today i saw you
Dead, 17
Today i know me
Alive, 17
We’re both so tired today
We’re both so tired today
Today i laid down
Today i put my knife away
Today i laid down and cried
Today i laid down
Today i pulled the knife back out
Today i laid down, and wished i’d died
Today i got up
And wrote a song
Today i broke down
We’re both so tired today
We’re both so tired today
Today i laid down
Today i put my knife away
Today i laid down and cried
Today i laid down
Today i pulled the knife back out
Today i laid down, and wished i’d died
Why not me?
I ask myself again
Why not me?
I ask myself again
Why him?
I ask myself again
Why anybody?
I ask myself again
Don’t die in vain
Let all the fallen rest
Love yourself
And know you’re trying your best
To be alive
Is hard enough
We’re both so tired today
But i’ll get up and write about it
Today i laid down
Today i put my knife away
Today i laid down and cried
Today i laid down
Today i locked my knife away
Today i laid down
Now i'm ready to rest
Rest now