To Go

And every day I'm singing
(Baby)
I couldn’t even write all of the Fucking ways u saved me
All this romantic shit I fill up in the spaces
Time that I let waste
Hoping next one rearrange and organize
Phantoms that I hold just for the night
She stuck around, chilled under sheets
Call her my friendly poltergeist
She haunt my mind
Vision in the night I'm always seeing sights
And every time Ms. Chikku leave that multiply

Up inside my dreams

Every time I see u it deplete me
Milk out evеry moment that we had
To write somе cheezy
Freebies
When you listen that shit makes me uneasy
Hoping that you need me
When u see me on a tv screen

So I text you and ask what's up
As I desperately keep in touch
To the past tense we had an us
Happy birthday btw

I know that this awkward and kinda sus
I've been thinking bout how u doing
And heard you fell out of love
Then deleted like half that sentence
Dissect it, before I sent that shit

Ding I got the message

You told me hey
I knew right then
I had to stop pretending
Text you bout a love you can't recall
So I forgot to send it
Told her meet me up at Johnson
And lets exchange perspectives

Rellsh in a past full of deceit
We let unfold
But they're so much still about us
That I just had to let you know
Or let myself find out

Warmth of your fingures I let get cold
And my heart that now is left freezing
Thought to never set in stone
Hands letting go
So now they loose
Stretched out to like the tooth
So I carry all of my problems
Till I'm back inside this booth

I talk bout prom
You tell me lies
That seem so awfully true
I act a stoic, my heartbreaking as I'm talking to you
So I told you that you're important
And I'm still in love

"Abe its not like that anymore"-she

Fuck
Now I feel pathetic
So I take back
Everything I said
We walk around
And start talking about the things ahead

Stead of the stuff deep in our heads
I guess that It's all said and done
Love grows, unlike my peter pen
And when you told me that you loved him
I thought he not just anyone
Wake up mornings heavy on my mind
You weighing many tons
Now I smoke to many blunts

I asked if you loved me at all

And you said thank you but..

That shit hurt

These tapes immortalize our love
But you moved on from them first
I appreciate our times
Now you grew up like a rose
And I'm no longer getting cut
Cause now my hands letting go