Tired of Living

[Steph] I'm tired
[SOS] So tired.. Uh
[Steph] Of living .. In this world
So tired..
I'm tired
[SOS] So tired.. Yeah
[Steph] Of living .. In this world
So tired..
[SOS] I gotta live it even though I'm tired of living

[Verse 1: Mr. SOS]
Early afternoons, Late night mornings
No wonder I'm confused by the way that my life's forming
It's like the world's topsy-turvey
I went from falling in love to crying cause my daughter's mom deserted me
In a strange place far from home
With no family, just the fact that my family's gone to haunt me while I'm alone
Broken down to my last piece of furniture
Access denied to the person that I'm working for
Imagine if your first born became a court case
And to see her, fill out forms and you can have her on Thursdays
Making you another man with a divorcè
And baby mamma who ain't ever love you in the first place
It's enough to make you contemplate suicide
But who would tell your side of the story if you were to die? History's written by the winners
So I gotta try to live it
Even though I'm tired of living
Yeah..

[Hook]
[Steph] Even when I'm tired of living
[SOS] So tired.. Uh
[Steph] I try to give it.. Living in the world
[SOS] I Gotta live it even though I'm tired of living
[Steph] Even when I'm tired of living
[SOS] So tired.. Yeah
[Steph] I try to give it.. Living in the world
[SOS] Fuck...

These are the hardest times
Reason is cause we're blind
By things that have caused us to cry until peace is hard to find
I know the planet overshadows my predicaments
Children are starving
Minutemen murder innocent immigrants
Preachers pollute churches by committing sins inside them
Hasn't looked this bad since Gomorrah slept with Sodom
Who's sain? Nobody
Man is maniacal
Learning to love the bomb like the planet is fireproof
God, damnit, I'm tired, you've got to show me a sign
Sometimes I can't tell if it's harder to live or die
So I count my blessings and I feel like they're decreasing
But these blessings happen to be my greatest achievements
Flickering light at the end of the tunnel, hard to see it
But if I focus then I can reach it
So come walk with me then
And the next time you have trouble breathing
Consider those that are grieving for different reasons
Yeah..

[Bridge: Steph]
I'm stuck in this bubble feeling so lonely
The view is so infinite, but it's only me
To deal with these troubles of mine
Moving but lagging behind
God won't you lift these burdens upon me
It's scary when you don't know what the next day brings
But it's only your mind making it worse than it seems
So, all I do is keep going to the beat
Knowing that it could be the key moment

[Hook]