Timebomb

I swear the timebomb inside of me
Is getting closer to blinding me with the flipping of a switch
And everything I am and thing I was and thing I’ll be
Will clip the wire of the timebomb inside of me
But is it red or is it blue today?
One of these wires will save me and one will blow me away
I swear the options themselves are what will rip me apart
How can I pick red or blue when I see shades of gray?

And all of this time it is ticking fast
Never knowing which moment is the last
And zero is approaching on the red, digital screen
Do you even know what I mean?

My mind is getting the best of me
And everyone else gets the rest of me and I’m struggling to hear
That people are trying to share and people are trying to care
But my distraction is deep in the chest of me
Yes, there’s a timebomb inside of me
Building a giant divide in me and growing bigger still
My rationality’s gone I got checkmated with a pawn
And the ticking’s more frequently guiding me

And all of this time it is counting down
It’s burning up, oh, but it is freezing me to the ground
And zero is approaching on the red, digital screen
Do you even know what I mean?
Do you even know what I mean?

And all of this time it is counting down
It’s burning up, oh, but it is freezing me to the ground
Zero is approaching on the red, digital screen
Do you even know what I mean?
Do you even know what I mean?
Do you even know what I mean?