Til’ I Die

It’s like staring into the abyss
Like soaking up the essence of a dream
We’re walking side by side
Peering o’er the edge of sanity
You’re talking in your sleep
Wish that I could see the world inside your head
I can feel it in my bones
I know that you really wish that I were dead

But I’m smiling ’til I die
And I’m feeling killer vibes
We’re used to living in the night
I’m smiling ’til I die

Sometimes you press against that wall
Holding back the urge to fall apart
I’m no slave to my desires
It’s only for perfection of the art
You’re still standing in the light
Never satisfied, the wounds won’t heal at all
It’s building to a peak
I know you only want to see me fall

So I’m smiling 'til I die
And I’m feeling killer vibes
We’re used to living in the night
I’m smiling 'til I die

Are you surfing on a new wave, babe?
What do you dream about at night?
‘Cause there’s a hundred million things we haven’t said
Just hold me closer as you drift away
’Til we’re galaxies apart
I want to read the cosmic story in your eyes

Now you’re knocking at my door
Like a hundred times before
You’ve got that same look in your eye
I see your fragile state of mind
So I’m smiling 'til I die
And I’m feeling killer vibes
We’re used to living in the night
I’m smiling 'til I die
Yeah I’m smiling 'til I die

Yeah I’ll be smiling when you die