​throes

Countless
So many times I've tried
So many times I've failed to keep it contained
Isolation used to do me well
But somehow I can tell that something's changed
Something's changed

Make sure nobody knows
I'm at the end of my rope
It's how every day goes
Wait for the end of the road
(End of the ro-)

Fucked up
Everything I touch
Caught up in a rush now
I just wanna go back home
Fall back into old habits
Don't know what I want but I know I can't have it, no
Nothing ever goes how I want
Throes all night long
Pain every day what I'm on
Pain every day 'til I'm gone
Liе straight to everyone's facе 'til I'm gone