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Feel like I’m running out of options
Is it just me or it’s the option?
I need another way to stop this
Feels like I’ve been here way too many times

Keep it all inside
It’s overwhelming
I’m so tired of fighting

So unfamiliar
The quiet my concealer
Try to play along
Don’t know what’s going on
Everything turned out wrong
I waited far too long
And now opening's gone
I’ll never get back

Picked over’s all I get
Can’t never free my neck
And now the rot it sets
Oh it covers me
Let it smother me
I’m not struggling
I can hardly breathe
But I’m almost free

I am not ok
I’ll never fucking speak, I’ll tear my throat away
I wanna hide my face
Can’t keep this fucking pace
Everything always breaks
I wanna leave this place

Take my pain