This War

Broken, shattered, and open
It was dark again
The light was too much
I just couldn’t focus
I think I lost again

This war I have, this war I made
This war I tried to save
I think I lost again

Mark me up for fighting
I’ll take everything I get
I wanted you to shine
I got lost in my head again

I think that I know now
I was meant for this (I think)
Everything is unfocused, will this ever end?

This war I have, this war I made
This war I tried to save
I think we lost again

Take a match, light it up
Burning fire, red
If I try again, and again
Will I end up dead?

I think I see
I know it now
This life was meant for me (Is it?)
Everything is fine
I’m not sure if that’s a lie

This war I have, this war I made
This war I tried to save
I think we lost again
Again