This song dont fit on my page but its my last song ever so fukk it

[Verse 1]
I'm scared to die, so I don't want to exist
And all my fucking friends are disappointed, that's the gist of it
My health's declining and I don't blame the cigs
Yeah, I just blame the taste of your lips, oh
Can you give me space, can you let me breathe?
And I thought that you were the one but you were wrong for me
My parents raised me strong, but I turned out so weak
I never had this life shit on lock, can you save me?
And I ain't really ate much this week
Becausе nothing hates me as much as me
I dig into my skin until I scrеam
Because I'm only in control when I bleed

[Verse 2]
Man this shit is getting way too old quick
And I'm content with the fact I'll never fit in
And I don't know how much longer I can do this
I don't know, I might cave in
I cleanse in the river for somebody else
For anyone, but not for myself
You said that you care, then stuck my feelings on the shelf
You don't listen to nobody but yourself