Korn’s “This loss” talks about the depression and pain that Jonathan Davis is going through and how the loss is keeping him from being happy again. The loss being the death of his wife.
[Verse 1]
Itty-bitty, oh so pretty as I watch myself break down
Satisfying, as l'm crying, watch the vomit hit the ground
I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be
Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me
[Chorus]
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It’s tearing at my heart (It's killing me)
It's robbing me of something I once
Had to take it, now I hate it, it won’t ever stop
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
[Verse 2]
There's nothing like the sound of screaming, looping up all in my mind
Horrid pictures of the past invading my pineal high
I am just a shadow of the man I once used to be
Everything I ever loved is always taken back from me
Always taken back from me
[Chorus]
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It's tearing at my heart (It's killing me)
It's robbing me of something I once
Had to take it, now I hate it, it won't ever stop
[Bridge]
This is plain to see
Been holding on too long to this tragedy
And it's time to be free
To understand what this path's laid out for me
So here I am again
Happiness is a club I’ll never be in
I’ll never be in, I'll never get in, I’ll never get in
Never get in
Never get in
[Chorus]
The feeling of this loss keeps creeping
Ingesting any joy that I might find
It's tearing at my heart (It's killing me)
It's robbing me of something I once
Had to take it, now I hate it, it won’t ever stop
[Post-Chorus]
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I want it, I want it
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, I wanna take it back
I wanna take it back, take it back, take it back
This Loss was written by Reginald “Fieldy” Arvizu & Jonathan Davis & John Feldmann & Ray Luzier & Nick Raskulinecz & MUNKY & Brian “Head” Welch.
This Loss was produced by Nick Raskulinecz.