This Beat Is Called Fuck I’m Suicidal

I'm so fucked
That i can't think straight//
I can not sober up
I'm too affraid//
Can not get enough
Just want to escape//
Dying is the only way
I can solve
This reality-break//
But i still don't wanna drop
Into this grave//
I think i should stop
I think i should stay//
Why should i give a fuck
Just want to be erased//
Grind a nug
Roll up a blunt
Cuz i want to stay blazed//

Aye, aye, 'cuz i want to stay blazed//

Schitzofrenic fuck
Some say it's a phase//
But i still fucking got
Demons to my face//
So i feel locked
With this fucking brain//
So i'll smoke my haze
So my mind gets blocked
For the voices that i hate//
But they will not keep shut
I can feel the rage//
I can feel the blood
Runnin through my veins//
I just want some love
And no more pain//
I'm in a mental-shock
But with some luck
It will go away//