The World Keeps on Spinnin’

{Verse 1}
I was just chilling
I'm thinking bout villains
I'm thinking bout
What if I wasn't the one to be living
I wonder the day all my friends are forgetting
The words that I'm spitting
I was just thinking
The people I've helped
The people I love
I wonder and think if they cared about me
I'm feeling that nobody cares about me
The world keeps on spinning
When I'm gone in my sleep
I tried to be nice to the people that hated me
What they gon' say to me
I am annoying I know
Maybe I'm entertaining
But the feeling by now is decimated
Instead I'm the person that nobody wanna be
Watching my pride when it fades into mist
I'm watching my ego in water as it bouta sink
I'm hoping I'm able to repay
The debt from my parents
I'm hoping the effort
I put in to music ain't all for just nothing
In fact all this effort I put in to making
These lyrics is taking the place of the days
That I'd sink into water that falls from my eyes
The days that I said I was fine
Is the days where I'm thinking
I wouldn't be nothing
Ain't nobody love me
Ain't nobody want me

{Chorus: Ceesr}
The whole world keeps on
Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep
The whole world keeps on
Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep

{Verse 2}
Lemme switch up the flow
As if I am a river
Man I wish that I was
I be flowing forever
What if I told you
Everything were doing doesn't matter
Yes it matters
No one ever said I had to be the best but my inner ego
Where did he go
Disappearing What do I know
Instead of saying that my music is the best
I turn and I say that its better off dead
My life is like climbing a tree
I grab on to branches
I'm reaching for help
But the second I pull myself up
Is the second I fall into dust
I shake myself off and I'm trying again
Cause what life is about is to never give up
So I grab on the tree and I'm using my power
With all of my will to get the top
What if the top isn't where I should stop
The second I stop is the moment
I realize what is the point
I'm never gon' be enough
I'm never gon' be enough
What If I'm beating up
Who am I fighting for
Who am I losing for
Who am I caring for
Who is the person
I'm living this wonderful story for
I was just thinking about all the things
I've accomplished
I ain't the only one
I am just luckless
Nobody listen
What is the point if my friends don't listen
Nobody care for my music
Nobody care for the effort and time that I put into this
Nobody liking the style that I'm making
Nobody liking the raps that I'm making
Nobody caring for it
Trying my best to keep doing this
Trying so hard to ignore it
I was just wondering
If I keep going

{Chorus: Ceesr}
The whole world keeps on
Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep
The whole world keeps on
Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep

{Verse 3}
Waking up go to school
Everyday
Hoping its a better day
But everyday feeling like the same day
Should I runaway?
Never ever gonna do it
But the feeling might never go away
Cause I'm in a circle where I'm doing
The same thing same routine
Everything ain't how it seems
Wish I was in a dream where the things
That I'm doing might actually matter
No matter the path that I take
I am hoping I stick to the people
That always been caring for me
Repaying my friends and my family
Hoping I better be
Better than better see
I was exploring the thoughts of my mind
I was just lying in bed thinking what happens If I die
I am just waiting for my time
The time that I fall and I never return
Is the day that I'm hella afraid of
Nobody knowing what's happening
After you die I am afraid of
I am afraid of the things
That I will never know
How far will I go
I will keep going I will keep on helping
I will keep on rapping I never be stopping
Cause nobody ever gon' listen If I give up now
Nobody ever gon' listen if I give up now
I'm trying' so hard to make myself happy
But I can't, cause my happiness
Is based on my friends and family
If they don't care, Why should I?

{Chorus: Ceesr}
The whole world keeps on
Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep
The whole world keeps on
Spinning when I'm gone in my sleep