Fantasy’s

{Chorus}
See you everyday in the night
Wishing I could go and it get it right
Thinking back I wanted to fall and die
Realizing you the one that me gave me light ayy
I get no comments when I post a song ayy
Talking bout love man I thought it was fake
But I guess I was so fucking wrong ayy
You was the one that gon' tell me I'm good
But my ego gon say you was wrong ayy
Saying I'm just gonna quit so why am I writing this song ayy
See you everyday in the night
Wishing I could go and it get it right
Thinking back I felt I wanted to die
Realizing you the one that me gave me life ayy
I get no comments when I post a song ayy
Talking bout love man I thought it was fake
But I guess I was so fucking wrong ayy
You was the one that gon' tell me I'm good
But my ego gon' say you was wrong ayy
Saying Im just gonna quit so why am I writing this song ayy

{Verse}
Yuh I was just thinking bout
Everything that I've done
Did I have fun
Wondering if it was worth
All of the effort and time
That I put in this run
Sometimes I'm the feeling the
Need to go cock up the gun
Pulling the trigger
I feel like I'm done
Many years down the line
Ill return Just for fun yuh
It don't really matter what I fantasize
I just wanna make it with a friend of mine
Ain't nobody tell me that I'm hella fine yuh
Hope I'm accepted and people will me love for me
Not just the music I'm making
I wonder when people will notice
The way that I be yuh ayy
Everyone I know is in a battle with depression
Ain't nobody wanna tell me what they feeling
And I hate it but I know its not a thing
They wanna share yuh ayy
Everyday I'm tryna find a way out but
I know I'm sentimental hella mental
When I'm tryna make a choice
I mess up man it just ain't fair yuh
Tryna find a way I get it right
Evident I'm probably never gonna win a fight
Wishing that I'm finna get a girl that gives me light
Who knows man I might yuh
Fantasizing that my friends and family
Will soon one day be happy