The Poem

[Intro]
(Jeff, what the fuck are you doing?)

[Verse]
Y'all don't know what it's like
To wake up every single day hatin' yourself
To have self-loathing, be a drivin' factive, your mental health
Ain't really got shit to do with
Social life, material things, or wealth, but
Most niggas wouldn't get that
So I just bottle my emotions and leave 'em on the shelf
I know a nigga need therapy, but
I'm too scared to talk to my emotions about someone I don't know
Shit, I don't even feel comfortable talkin' about 'em with people I do know
But yet on a daily basis, I let them muhfuckas show
Stuck between feelin' like I'm movin' too fast and
Movin' too goddamn slow
Uh, it's crazy
Just as fast as happiness comes, that shit goes
I'm finna fuckin' hang myself, nigga
I'm at the end of my rope
Ugh, um
Any fin, I'm Patrick Swayze
Cliche, just wanna go ghost
Uh
Fuck this air, nigga
I like to choke 'cause I'm
Drownin' in the sea of emotions, I can't swim
My boat done went away, nigga
Life ain't thought I would be
Goddammit, I've been led astray, nigga
Um
Don't nobody let me back, Ellie shit
I'm astray, nigga
And when you ask, I'ma lie and tell you that I'm okay, nigga
I don't got the answers, bitch, I'm not sway, nigga
Just a kid, man I just wanna play, nigga
Life's a joke, shit's funny, kinda like Tina Fey, nigga
Born a mid, man I just wanna hang, nigga