The Only Life (Siberian Jay)

[Verse 1]
Shadows haunt me
Everywhere I go
Doubt surrounds me
Of what I use to know
Thoughts of darkness
Emptiness and fear
Lost direction
What's my purpose here?

[Chorus]
It's the only life I know
It's impossible to let it go
It's too late to find a new goal
Time is movin' on, I must be strong
Time is tearing all my dreams apart
Setting seeds of fear in my heart
How did this young boy start to feel so old?

[Verse 2]
Years have fooled me
Got no options left to choose
So exhausted
The odds are good for me to loose
Obligations
Pressing down my dreams
Hope is distant
Melts in a thousand streams

[Chorus]
It's the only life I know
It's impossible to let it go
It's too late to find a new goal
Time is movin' on, I must be strong
Time is tearing all my dreams apart
Setting seeds of fear in my heart
How did this young boy start to feel so old?

[Post-Chorus]
Start to feel so old?
How did I start to feel so old?
Start to feel so old?

[Chorus]
It's the only life I know
It's impossible to let it go
It's too late to find a new goal
Time is movin' on, I must be strong
Time keeps tearing everything I have
Don't know anymore who I am
I'm so exhausted, feel how my heart turns cold

[Post-Chorus]
How my heart turns cold