I’m Holding (Siberian Jay)

[Verse 1]
I will hide everything out of sight
That might awake me to realize
What I knew was a lie

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause you struck me out of the blue
Too soon, plans of my life were through
I'm in denial

[Chorus]
I'm holding, I'm holding
To a lie that felt so strong
I'm holding, I'm holding
To the life that can't go wrong
It's unfolding, but I'm holding
And maybe I won't ever know

[Verse 2]
Side by side, forever you and I
We'd fly up in the bright blue sky
Until the day we die

[Pre-Chorus]
Blind fool, I was to think it's true
While you just broke my heart in two
I'm in denial

[Chorus]
I'm holding, I'm holding
To a lie that felt so strong
I'm holding, I'm holding
To the life that can't go wrong
It's unfolding, but I'm holding
And maybe I won't ever know

[Post-Chorus]
What we had will be no more

[Verse 3]
I will keep on standing here
I won't open the door
Is it true? I'm not sure
In my mind, it was all clear
We will keep what we swore
It must be like before

[Bridge]
I'm holding, I'm holding
I'm holding, I'm holding
I'm holding, I'm holding
I'm holding, I'm holding

[Chorus]
I'm holding, I'm holding
To a lie that felt so strong
I'm holding, I'm holding
To the life that can't go wrong
It's unfolding, but I'm holding
And maybe I won't ever know
We had it all, you let it go
I'm holding, I'm holding
To a lie that felt so strong
I'm holding, I'm holding
To the life that can't go wrong
It's unfolding, but I'm holding
And maybe I won't ever know
What we had will be no more