The Novice

I have lost myself
Can't control myself
Feeding on myself
Bleeding on myself
Lying to myself
Dying within myself
Trying to shed myself
So to erase myself
Waiting for something to awake me
You leave me with no choice but to
Self-medicate to recreate
Strip the mind to redefine
Manipulate to stimulate
Crucify to purify
The Shadows come alive to the
Novice's eye as his ego struggles to keep him aligned
We еxpose our souls to insanity as we reach in sеarch of divinity
My Novice I hold you responsible and I cannot change the inevitable
I must question my existence to make sense of this
My novice I can't control this you must find your way
You have become a part of this we are just the same
Now lie still and...
Self-medicate to recreate
Strip the mind to redefine
Manipulate to stimulate
Crucify to purify