Hyacinth

We've been here before
I was longing to touch you, to taste you, to breathe you, to break you
But we have disconnected
We have lost our way
I will not resist this
You won't go away
I'm not here
I've come undone in my own head
You're a whore, shoved me around to my own end
Beneath the shroud, I saw envy
A vast ocean, whose depths I can't see
Your sharp chrome knife, it cut through me
The eye was red
The blood was shed
Well I'm not the same
You pushed me away
And I'll never change
You pushed me away
I'm not here
I've come undone in my own head
You're a whore, shoved me around to my own end