The Kick

Shook out of a devastating dream
A terrorizing tale where I fell away with ease
I was in deep like a scene within a scene
It was as me within a legion
Of demons on a leash
I couldn’t wake up I tried all the tricks
Pinched myself - closed my eyes
Couldn’t find a fix
Momentary bliss
In a veil of ignorance
Led to soul inflicted wounds
So impaled by sick intent
But then came the kick
The drop was so unsettling
But it gave the lift
To perceivе the death in me
A rеaper with the sift
But I had legacy
I wouldn’t forfeit
There was no escape
My problems had to be faced
Not just get erased
Death the after taste
More than a mistake
I would call it a waste
But the feeling of redemption
It can never be replaced
Wait
This is a second chance romance
Grace, faith, hope came close like a slow dance

Put a thorn into my side so I’d know
The glory isn’t mine I don’t boast
In my own hands

Programmed to respond to the notes
That He sung over my soul dozing off but He spoke
I awoke I awoke now the dark is revoked
Opened up my closed throat
Now I’m swallowing hope
And you know the funeral here is temporary
I really come alive when the flesh is getting buried
From a felon to interstellar because I’m living very
Far outta the world that want me in a cemetery
Been alive don’t minimize the call
That sent the light of God
Within me I evolved
Any time I drift inside the fog
He gives me eyes to walk
Cus’ bigger sights involved
Faith step say less I stay kept
I can’t rest flesh want death for a pay check
Slumber for my soul put me into the matrix
I don’t know what’s real till the realist awake yes!

Fast asleep
My enemies they laughed at me
I needed a kick
A wake up I was sick
In a coma lying stiff

You ever look into the eyes
Of the one that you almost killed
Not wanting to be forgiven

But wanting them to be filled
Not wanting to see a victim
But wanting them to be still
Not wanting the interference
Of all the poison you spilled
Woke up in Amarillo
With a long drive home
Praised God for a life that was not my own
Nightmare collapsed
Every prop got thrown
Landed on a solid rock
You can’t knock this stone
Now I have sight on the ditch
That I dug myself
Was a suicidal offense
I wanted nobody’s help
See that Kick provided the glimpse
And then uncovered the stealth
So now I am fighting the drift
Under the Son there is health
The breath of God was the Kick
That woke me up from the drift
Breathe
This was the kick
That woke me from up the drift
Breathe
This was kick
Now I know why I exist
Breathe
This was the kick
That woke me from up the drift
Breathe
This was kick
Now I know why I exist
Breathe