The Hardest Drug

[Verse 1]
Stressed out, self-doubt, and I'm falling behind
Cram my control inside a prison from what's left of my mind
Satisfaction from the chemical reaction in me
Without intention, has my song become a eulogy?

[Pre-Chorus]
Can’t sleep, my dreams keep repeating
All the pain I’ve felt trying to find a meaning
Until then, I'll pretend this addiction is medicine
(It won't be long until I'm nodding off again)

[Chorus]
Trying not to watch you as you walk away
Can't think of anything to make you stay
Your words in my head on replay
"You love the drugs more than you ever loved me
This is goodbye
(This is goodbye)
I wish I could stay, but I won't watch you die
I can't believe you when you say you're through"
The hardest drug I ever had to quit was, you

[Verse 2]
Lost, afraid, a needle in my vein
A little pleasure, but everyone I love, is in pain
Feels like I'm floating when they find me, but I'm stuck on the floor
And then you left, with only a note on the door
"(Goodbye, I said I love you, but I won't watch you die)"

[Chorus]
Trying not to watch you as you walk away
Can't think of anything to make you stay
Your words in my head on replay
"You love the drugs more than you ever loved me
This is goodbye
(This is goodbye)
I wish I could stay, but I won't watch you die
I can't believe you when you say you're through"
The hardest drug I ever had to quit, was you

[Bridge]
(This is goodbye)
This is goodbye
(This is goodbye)
You love the drugs more than you ever loved me

[Verse 3]
On my knees, I'm breaking down
Call your name, but you won't turn around
"(Goodbye)
I said I love you, but I won't watch you die"
This obsession has its hands around my throat
An empty home, I'm living with your ghost

[Outro]
"(Goodbye)
I said I love you, but I won't watch you die
(Goodbye)
I said I love you, but I won't watch you die"