Hypochondria

[Verse 1]
Disorder’s coming for me, you don’t believe it
You call me paranoid, just because you can’t see it
I've got a sickness, but they refuse the operation
Some call it a problem
Addicted to self medication

[Chorus]
You swear what’s wrong is only in my head
It’s never justified, I’m terrified
Would I be better off alone instead?
If there’s no need for a remedy
Why do I feel like dying?

[Verse 2]
Yeah, you think that I’m fine
(You think that I’m fine)
But your reality and mine never did align
You think I need to unwind
But inside of my mind
I got a vision of

[Verse 3]
Pacing up and down all these white halls
Banging my head into the padded walls
Blood draws, and x-rays
I wanna hear the doctor say
They found a fix for me

[Verse 4]
Vision getting blurred, brain leaves rational behind
Out of sight out of mind, losing both, mad and blind
Tell me that I'm fine, please
Tell me that I'm fine
The voices no one hears
Feeding on my doubts
If it's just a phase, why can’t I phase it out?
Talk me off a ledge
I wanna be alive
I don't wanna die

[Chorus]
You swear what’s wrong is only in my head
It’s never justified, I’m terrified
Would I be better off alone instead?
If there’s no need for a remedy
Why do I feel like dying?

[Bridge]
Losing a war with myself
Over my personal health
Screaming my thoughts at the wall
'Cause you won’t listen at all
Try not to let my head win
I pray to God on my knees
Sometimes I wanna give in
And let it take me
Losing a war with myself
Over my personal health
Screaming my thoughts at the wall
'Cause you won’t listen at all
Try not to let my head win
I pray to God on my knees
Sometimes I wanna give in
And let it take me

[Chorus]
You swear what’s wrong is only in my head
It’s never justified, I’m terrified
Would I be better off alone instead?
If there’s no need for a remedy

[Chorus]
You swear what’s wrong is only in my head
It’s never justified, I’m terrified
Would I be better off alone instead?
If there’s no need for a remedy
Why do I feel like dying?