The Great Barrier

The sun is shining in my eyes
And it all makes me think of you
I used to think it was redder than you
Sometimes I feel it's not that much better than you
Because all it shows
Is the holes that you no longer occupy
If you only knew
How bad I wish I could shut off my feeling like you do

I used to think my belly was the only
One you'd wrap your legs around
But now I know the hard truth, that dreams come way too
Ungently back to reality
But in my heart, I have all of these things that you just won't see
Until you open yours again
And you know
I'd do anything for you
But there's only so much
I can look past
And so much more
That I can't forget

You're so gone like the watеr in a river
Always moving further along
I'm a stone, a grеat, big, stuck stone
The greatest, biggest, stuckest stone
And I can't move on
And I can't move on
And I can't move on
I can't go on
So, God, save me
Girl, help me