Strength is My Weakness

If when all I have left to do
Is to force myself to hate you
To get over you
If all I have left is to become calloused to every feeling I have about you
To get over you
Then I don't want to live
Because I can never hate you

No matter how bad you hurt me
I will never hate you
But if I live
Then so does my love for you
So does my love for you
And that creates a sadness
That makes my heart and my life unlivable

I don't want to be cold again just so I can get over you
I did that before
I nearly lost myself
If when everything falls away all I have left is to force myself to hate you
To get over you
Even though I still won't
Though living like this is unbearable
Then I guess I just can't live anymore
Because I could never hate you
I will never hate you
I will always love you