THE FILM STILL REELING

I just woke up talking to some demons
I fucked up and now I really think I'm seeing things
I don't know how else to handle all of these feelings
My life a movie but I'm not liking the ending
The film still reeling, my skin is peeling. my head is seething
I think im feeling bored cause I don't want to feel shit
Already evening, where the fuck the day went?
The story goes on but I don't like the direction

I need my peace bitch, I need new lenses
My point of view is so askew I'm tired of seein' shit
There ain't no simple fix, I'm at my wits еnd
Fucking disorganized, I cannot keep living like this
My view looks black and whitе, It's all a blur in my sight
All of the days keep on blending, can't keep track of the time
Can't tell what's ever right, I've been outside my mind
Feel like I've been in a liminal space for all my life
I been stuck in the same ways, same sequence
My world a mess, everything seems so uneven
Pacing round inside my room, and I can't leave it
Everything feels so damn sore, my body's weakend
Old habits never die, I'm still saying the same shit
I'm talking out loud so I don't go fucking crazy
Always knew that I was a robot, been wired like this
But I been tired of having to do the same fix

I just woke up talking to some demons
I fucked up and now I really think I'm seeing things
I don't know how else to handle all of these feelings
My life a movie but I'm not liking the ending
The film still reeling, my skin is peeling. my head is seething
I think im feeling bored cause I don't want to feel shit
Already evening, where the fuck the day went?
The story goes on but I don't like the direction