The Fall

[Verse 1: Conflicted Prodigy]
I should've seen this coming in the beginning
Cause when it comes to her there is no winning
So now it's over, she did me wrong
Our love was a game, she played along
I thought we were in love, but that wasn't the case
When I gave you the world, you said you needed space
Our relationship was a puzzle and we just didn't fit
I was willing to change you were willing to quit
I thought that the love we had was truly rare
Guess is was so rare that it was never there
So screw you gravity, it's your fault I fell
Her heart was so cold that it froze over hell...
Now I'm frostbitten, she left me numb
I'm supposed to be a genius how could I be so dumb?
The fall is easy, getting back up is what's hard
Trying to move on though you're badly scarred

[Chorus: Conflicted Prodigy]
What's the point of falling if you're only left in pain
Depressing thoughts cloud my mind like a hurricane
What'd I do wrong? How can I make it right
Should I just stay down? I can't win this fight
Got me down to the count of 10
When I get up you make me fall again
Same old love stuck on repeat
When you're not here I'm incomplete
I guess I'll have to fix myself
Until I fall for somebody else
When that day comes I better beware
Cause when it comes to love nothing's fair

[Hook: Conflicted Prodigy]
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling down x2

[Verse 2: Conflicted Prodigy]
Did I move to fast?
Did I lose appeal
Tell me when it changed
Was it never real?
The memories we made
Even if they're fake
Cause me real pain
My heart continues to ache
Why'd you have to go?
Why'd you have to leave
Was this all a trick
Something always up your sleeve
Your beauty was enchanting
I fell under your spell
No matter what the cause
All I know is that I fell

[Chorus: Conflicted Prodigy]
What's the point of falling if you're only left in pain
Depressing thoughts cloud my mind like a hurricane
What'd I do wrong? How can I make it right
Should I just stay down? I can't win this fight
Got me down to the count of 10
When I get up you make me fall again
Same old love stuck on repeat
When you're not here I'm incomplete
I guess I'll have to fix myself
Until I fall for somebody else
When that day comes I better beware
Cause when it comes to love nothing's fair

[Hook: Conflicted Prodigy]
I'm falling
I'm falling
I'm falling down x2

[Outro: Conflicted Prodigy]
Over the summer I fell in love, or at least I think I did. Whatever it was, I know for sure what I felt was real. Everything was great. I finally had what I was longing for. As school got closer, we slowly drifted away from each other. Eventually she was gone and I was hurt pretty badly. It wasn't until I later realized that, love is love. You will fall and sometimes you'll end up in pain, but you can't give up. No matter how many times you fall, you can't give up. You have to get up stronger than before, because as humans that's what we do. We adapt. It's okay to fall, be hurt, and cry just know eventually it'll all be alright. One day you'll fall and you'll find someone that catches you. And it's that hope of finally being caught that allows me to risk falling. Because when you're finally caught you don't have to worry about the fall again