The End is Nigh

[Verse 1]
Poison planet, try not to breathe in
Voice is trapped, time stops, the trees bend
Caught in these winds that spread the flames out
No God to befriend when devils came out
The rainbow frowns now reflect on mountains
Torrential downpours I'm meant to drown in
No oxytocin, my mental's shrouded
In arctic oceans to get devoured
Brain still full of the manic axioms
Bones still break from the lack of calcium
Search through dirt for some ataraxia
My atoms actin' up, sad and panic-struck
Hands are xanthiums, Adamantium
Steel instilled 'til my past chrysanthemums
Reminiscin', wish I captured halcyon
My passion, champions what's heard but not spoke
Hard to spеak with these words and not choke
Lost in trees, watch mе burn to dark oak
Godless seeds won't reverse the sorrows
All these things ,I can turn cigar smoke
The end is nigh, written in stars like celestial signs
Livin' in dark so I'm vespertine
Put pins in their parts, who's the next to fly?
Pray tell, pray tell Fabergé eggshells
That I walk on like a Latter Day Saint
Angels all gone when the Lacrimae came
Watercolor tears in the patterns I paint
Why change? My rage turn veins to ice age
I sage my brain, burn page to hide pain
Cry rain, tide change, hurt made the light fade
Worst case, I break then turn in my grave
Night stays profound, I can't find the sunlight
Beams from my mouth are bright as floodlights
Screams of doubt are now my alumni
Life's a gun-fight, mind is tongue-tied
Calm before the storm, comets from my pores
Crawlin' on the floor, clawin' on all fours
Cosmic art of war, comments all ignored
Callin' out to God, callin' out again
Starvin' carnivore formed a jigsaw
Laugh at all of you, bored of withdrawals
After all the storms, course I'm withdrawn
Mask is always on ignored the missed calls
Ugh, remember all the times we discussed?
Sick to my stomach, can't hide the disgust
My lips tucked when I pantomime the distrust
Let's sip blood, left 'em baptized in viscus

[Break]
People think that I create the horror, but I don't
Horror is already out there, in all of us

[Verse 2]
I hate you more than I hate myself
Sad the Impaler, let the blades impale
Wasn't let in to heaven so I made this Hell
Nothin' but depression so I paint this cell
I been in The Zone with my Sonic levels
I feel less alone when I talk to devils
I been in The Zone like Tarkovsky flicks
Cover my bones with exotic metals
Fuck the friction with the pot and kettle
What's the difference between your God and echoes?
Inject this shit in your rotted vessels
Fuck around and find out you're not that special
How come my heart is necrotic tissue?
Knock on my door, send the Rott to get you
Shotgun will turn you to lost potential
God's not here, he cannot protect you