Letter to a Neon Specter

[Verse 1]
My incisors look like 30 cals
Falling from my face like razor blades outta Birdie’s mouth
Radiate rage that’s recurring doubts
Rolling loud angels made faces in purple clouds
Purple rain umbrella over burning grave
Turned to flames hell is when you serve the snakes
Who’s gonna tell ‘em I got perfect aim?
We can hang leave ‘em frayed when the hairs cross

Why are you afraid of a fair god
Lost friends in the end it was their loss
Amen 8 limbs we can square off
Muay Thai clinch turn a pinch to a bear hug
Octopus arms each sentient
None long enough to reach heaven with, mutate
Bleach in my eyes for the blue stains
Creatures arise in my fugue state
Disassociation is the new hate
Long live the new flesh death to the new faith
Let them all leave when the leaves come
Together we’re better off free from the weak ones
We cut limbs off add it to the Dead Space
Rorschach inkblots magic in the red stains
Pain behind my eyes like plastic in cassette tapes
Maybe I’m divine, couldn’t match it on your best day

[Verse 2]
You can carve initials on my mannequin
Issues of abandonment reel into a hiding place
Wide awake mind feeling like a fireplace
Stain my skin with gold ‘fore you peel it into bible pages
I prayed but never read along
Sacrifice the present for the presents in the epilogue
Self comparison let’s see who has the better scars
Eyes are heavy until everything is letterboxed

Forever lost between the gods and the never nots
Ardent in my Haunted Gardens watching while the petals rot
Heart is just some bonded carbon audit of a lesser cause
Electric shocks in my brain cause a mental block
Level off take a hit to lift the heavy thoughts
Innocence amiss I missed the gifts amidst the feathered flock
Let that sink in let it haunt you
When I write lights beaming from metacarpals
Let me vibe watching wavelengths in the sky move
Keep that same energy alive when I find you
Let me fly off to safe places and guide you
Either way enemies will lie and despise you