The Come Up

[Intro]
Yeah, you know what
It's not, it’s not unbelief
How can I explain this?
Umm
(Errbody-)

[Verse 1]
You know what it is, I feel defeated
I feel like Brown at the end of season, while still in Cleveland
Got a phone call about Deacon and said "He went to Jesus"
And I ain't talkin' repentance neither, I hit up Beezy too early
I should’ve cried first, then hit the call button
Wiping my eyes, can barely talk cause my heart's crushed
The same day I still went to school, pretend I'm cool
Just had moved to palm trees and swimming pools in my view
How much can I enjoy an out?
Sick of ignoring my blessings because my joy is out
So if my money inside, I'm a person no one count
You know I'm still tryna believe that Your working out
My mind is scrambling, my thought process is off-topic
Drop what I was tryna do, then I produced it, so it's content on mama
Thinks that I don't love her
'Cause my ring is on my lover
Already lost my father, now my feelings start to numb up

[Chorus]
The come up
Beginning of the come up, yeah
Oh don’t think it’s just happening
I see the attacks and to distract me from what's about to come up
Beginning of the come up (Come up, come up, come up, come up)
Uh-huh, look

[Verse 2]
Days will never be perfect
So my brain is what I’ve been working on changing
Up to the Person to praise and worship versus complaining
Words are dangerous, you will turn into verbs you been saying
Out of the abundance of the heart is what births conversations
My house is built on a rack when a storm comes
The floor won't flood, feeling a rack but I don't budge
The doors closed up, the Devil will not, can gets no love
My deterministic people, now will turn for Kingdom people
I will turn away from evil, unless God is sending it
And if He does, it's not for punishment, it’s for my benefit
I got my goals written down, I'm thinking of my syllabus
I feel like 50 Cent right before he tried "Many Men"
Running forward to the goal, feel like [?]
I can't afford to lose my focus like expensive glasses
I can't afford to waste time cause that ain't ticking backwards
I'm staying close to the Father, looking repented Catholic
My sanity is something that I fight for
Playing worship on my IPhone
Before my eyes closed 'cause I chose to win, I ain't talking materialistic
I'm talking peace, love and happiness, it is a decision

[Outro]
For the come up
Beginning of the come up
Oh don't think it's just happening
I see the attacks and to distract me from what's about to come up
Beginning of the come up (Come up, come up, come up, come up)
Umm, umm!