It’s Ok

[Intro]
I ain't my mistakes
Never put your doubt above your faith
You gotta take
Your peace, Satan tryna confiscate
Cursed with being a person, never be perfect
Dirt gets all on my shirt, I need a detergent
Stained, gotta go and get another one purchased
Bought by the one that I worship
Bites from the serpent
Why are you nervous? Walk in your purpose

[Chorus]
A lot of sleepless nights
A lot of depressing days
I guess I wanted life to be perfect
But I could never get my way
But it's okay, it's okay
It's okay, it's okay
It's okay

[Verse 1]
I don't wanna hate myself
I'm at the end of my 20's
Why am I still strugglin' with
What I did as a youngin'
Sick of telling myself
God loves you, keep forging yourself
Can I get it together or should I be getting some help?
When is too far, too far?
When is too much, too much?
Huh, it's like I fight for two weeks every two months
How many times I gotta tell my wife that I gave into lust?
Hurt her feelings again or just work on my discipline
Should I accept the fact that I am just a man?
Seems but now that I'll never change the fact
That I remain attracted
Uh-um to women
God made me like this
I mean I married my wife cause she captures my Iris
Even as I write this, I'm realizing that my issue wasn't lust
But it's pressin' towards somethin' that I never will become
Perfect, I've been purchased by the Messiah's blood
Because I couldn't walk up perfection
He had to step up
I guess I'm tryna be my own Jesus
If I don't mess up, I guess feel like I don't need Him

[Verse 2]
Don't beat up yourself Rell
I know you wanna be Mr. Right
For your wife, for life
But it's like tryna keep Forces white on a hike
That's too much weight for you
Stop tryna wait for you
To make it to the place where you can say that "I'm complete"
I mean you'll get there, but you'll have to wait til' your deceased
On the streets of gold, the only place where flesh can never be
I know you're a pastor, I know people look up to you
I know exposing your sin is a risk and it's uncomfortable
I know it seems like God is getting tired, closed to done with you
And you've been held back because of what you had to struggle through
But never was it true

[Chorus]
A lot of sleepless nights
A lot of depressing days
I guess I wanted life to be perfect
But I could never get my way
But it's okay, it's okay
It's okay, it's okay
It's okay

[Bridge]
The clouds come, the rain fails
There's nothin we can do about it
The clouds come, the rain falls
There's nothin we can do

[Verse 3]
Nothin's never perfect
I'm workin out so I can like how my shirt fits
The man that my wife calls handsome is the one that's insecure
Guess I'm still hurtin'
From all the words kids told me when I was learning cursive
Was feelin' worthless and started merkin em with these verses
Known for bein' live and putting rhymes into hearses
And that explains why I really try every time
Now I'm signed I'm just hopin' that they like it and purchase
I set the bar high, now I'm climbin' to search it
Spit that real life and shed light like a surgeon
Don't wanna be that guy that took a dive, got me nervous
Tryin to meet this deadline while uninspired [mumbles]
Still tormented by anger and rage
All my counseling payments are paid
I'm a black man so I'm mainly afraid
That I'll do somethin' crazy then spend the rest of my days in a cage
On the days that I'm brave
Practice patience and gave peopled grace
And they haven't changed
Thank God my thoughts are tamed in my brain
Thank God he reminds me that I also be makin' mistakes
If I was perfect I'd duck out of the human race with a race
He's the only one who can handle perfection
Cuz he has enough compassion to be with the imperfected
If I had a perfect life I wouldn't be thinkin' of heaven
And put my all inside a life that's eventually endin'
When I'm weak he is strength

[Chorus]
A lot of sleepless nights
A lot of depressing days
I guess I wanted life to be perfect
But I could never get my way
But it's okay, it's okay
It's okay, it's okay
It's okay

[Bridge]
The clouds come, the rain fails
There's nothin we can do about it
The clouds come, the rain falls
There's nothin we can do