The Blue Cloud

I wrote your number on the back of a napkin
You wanted Valium I only had aspirin
[Guilt, insecurity, nervousness, shame]

Sun rises over the Peckham skyline
Ignore instructions they’re only a guideline
[Depression, denial ,lethargy, pain]

Therapist getting the wrong impression
Sometimes I think I should just go to confession
[Anxious, fearful, panicked, blame]

We burn like the darkest stars
We burn like the darkest stars

This hot feeling, starting in my chest
It is not love, I can keep myself dressed
[Guilt, insecurity, nervousness, shame]

Here it comes I can feel now it’s rising
Making it worse with internal chastising
[Depression, denial, lethargy, pain]

Cold sweats there in my palm
If I can dance I just might achieve calm
[Anxious, fearful, panicked, blame]

We burn like the darkest stars
We burn like the darkest stars