The Bad

(Hook)

Hurt I miss my homies, I tell God to bring em’ back
And if he can’t then hug em’ for me, show em’ mercy’s all i ask
Know they shining on me, know they always got my back
Knowing they watching over me no matter where I’m at
Scared we’ll only make it out the hard way
Did some shit I can’t admit, for that I’m sorry
At night i hear my demons, hear em’ calling
I just pray I see the sun rise in the morning

(Verse 1)

Trade jokes with my grandma just so I can see her laugh
Pray she never leave me, she just pray I make it back
Blood stains on my beanie, clothes still burning in the trash
Running from my demons, dodging shadows from my past
Tears falling on my bitch, shit get dark at night
Lost my nigga over a brick, shit get hard to fight
I hear my thoughts screaming, hear the thoughts inside
I can still see em’ bleeding, see it all the time
My spirit’s scarred, I made bad decisions
Can you hear me God, are you still listening
Break the law but I had good intentions
When its said and done I pray I’m forgiven

(Hook)

(Verse 2)

Suicide
Why my homie took his life?
Looked into his eyes and all I could do is cry
How the pastor talking hell when we living ours
Sometimes I wonder if up in heaven they got visiting hours
Sometimes I cry over my bro cus I can’t live with out em’
Hurt I get high all on my own, try not to think about it
I keep shit bottled up inside I don’t tell anybody
Feel so much anger in my soul I wanna kill somebody
A million blunts can’t numb the pain
Married to my rage
Stranger to forgiveness, keep my pistol when I pray
Vision dark, I fall a part
Crazy wondering how more have I lost
Damn

(Hook)