Alive

Yea
Yea
Yea

Look
I don't have a heart, don't have a conscious
My enemies done turned me to a monster
I don't trust no one who's not the family, I don't let too many round me less they got something to offer
Turned my young niggas into mobsters
They love me, they'll kill you in my honor
Young boy who grew up without a father
Mama worked nights just to send my ass to college
I told my mama I had other plans
Came back with a stack in a rubber band
I got sick and tired of waiting
Money making man and winnings the only language I could understand
Turned my ultimatums into options
Turned the trap spot into an office
They said I'd be in jail or in a coffin
With that said, look at all that I've accomplished
09' my nigga trappin' out the Days Inn
Wrong place, wrong time, got his whole place hit
Bullet to the side of his face, man I was 18
In my suit and tie, shit, screaming this don't make sense
That made me get up off my ass
Knowing nothing ever last
Only option was to make it
Working double shifts, doing all it take
Started selling trees, serving niggas, serving niggas on my lunch breaks
I used to look up in the sky
Contemplating, wondering if this how I'ma die
Niggas took off with the rent, fucked around and got evicted, on my girl couch, steady thanking God that I'm alive
Fuck trappin', If I'ma do it then I'm going in
Walked into work and said I fucking quit
If I'ma make it then I gotta take a chance
Put the power in my hands
Till this music pay my fucking rent
I used to look up in the sky
Contemplating, wondering if this how I'ma die
My girl disappointed, she won't look me in my eyes
I just need a mothafuckin' sign
Yea
Yea
Yea
Mothafuck the odds, either way I gotta try