The Absentee

And its felt like lead, too think to let anything else in, it is too heavy to stand
I won't push out, please god this tears me apart on the inside
You quit and you suck and you are still the same..
As far as i can see i wish to breath, i can't take this change
I would rather stay here with my hands gripping my throat
What now? you find yourself on the outside?
What about them? what about her?
What about all of your responsibility?
I find this in blood, for some...easy to walk away
I find that i can never break, this hurts
It tears me apart on the inside ive quit, we are done
It seems that now youre the absentee i still feel so much for you