Heart Plea Story

Its the same story. the unhappy ending
I play the loser that seems to be winning
I seem to be winning in your eyes
By my action i expose myself, i open to weakness
I fall to my own choices, feelings so far gone so...
Here i am, opened for you to see, what you know
Ill determine i have tied my own hands
Hands that hold these walls around
Ive risked everything now i feel myself breaking
You think i never needed to hold anyone else?
Im scared of losing more, you think you know me?
You think that i dont feel?
You thinks you what you mean to me?
You think i dont hope