Terrified

[Verse 1]
What’s the use of even being in love
When either one of us could fuck it up, at any time
That we feel like it?
Wouldn’t it be easier, easier to give it up than to wanna die?
Over a lie

[Refrain]
But I will admit
Most nights I feel like shit
And sometimes I really wish, for something intimate
It’s not like I’m dead inside
It’s just that I tend to hide
The way that I really feel
I got scars that may never heal
They never will but

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t wanna be lonеly anymore
No, I don’t wanna be lonely anymorе
Said
I don’t, no
I don’t, say
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
Said, I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
Said, I don’t

[Chorus]
But I’m terrified
Of losin' myself to someone again
And it’s never forever so it’s bound to end
And heartbreak’s just around the bend
But then on the other hand
I can’t stand this loneliness
Anymore
Anymore

[Verse 2]
Please forgive me if I seem withdrawn
I’ve still got some issues unresolved
I don’t want no drama, not at all
Not at all
Let’s not get involved
‘Cause I’ve still got some trauma from before
Love is a battlefield, I’m losing the war
Chinks in my armor, I’m feeling vulnerable

[Refrain]
But I will admit
Most nights I feel like shit
And sometimes I really wish, for something intimate
It’s not like I’m dead inside
It’s just that I tend to hide
The way that I really feel
I got scars that may never heal
No they never will
No they never will

[Pre-Chorus]
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
No, I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
Said
I don’t, no
I don’t, say
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore
Said, I don’t wanna be lonely anymore (No, I don’t want to)
Said, I don’t

[Chorus]
But I’m terrified
Of losin' myself to someone again
And it’s never forever so it’s bound to end
And heartbreak’s just around the bend
But then on the other hand
I can’t stand this loneliness
Anymore

[Outro]
I don’t wanna be lonely anymore, no
I just can’t carry on like it’s okay
When that’s not the case
I can’t take not having anyone I could talk to
Have a one-on-one
Build a connection
Just wanna feel somethin'
‘Cause I’m so sick and tired of always feelin' numb