Tender

[VERSE 1]
What the fuck is going on?
What the fuck is going on?
All these colors blinding my eyes
Flashing fast like strobe lights
TV from across the hall
Feels like nails on chalkboard
Where the fuck is my phone?
I need to reach out to you

[VERSE 2]
What the fuck is going on?
What the fuck is going on?
Seeking refuge in my bed sheets
Safer when i sleep
I can’t stand it when I’m home alone
Think I need my pink drops
Is this ever gonna stop?
Won’t hear the alarm
Tomorrow

[Chorus]
My monster is putting up a fight inside me
(my monster keeps on haunting me)
I can’t tell delusion from reality
(everything hurts, every morning I feel like going crazy)
My muscles ache, head aches, heart aches
(Adrenaline in my stomach hurts so much)
Adrenaline
Stuck in my stomach, got love but it’s behind bars
(everything hurts, every morning feel like not waking up)
Can’t get out of bed, I don’t know how to fight this
(think I need help but I don’t want any from you)

(My monster)

[OUTRO]
Adrenaline in my stomach
Hurts so much
Everything hurts
Every morning
Feel like
Not waking up
Think I need help
But I
Don’t want any from you