Tears Us Apart

Maybe were water and this is our salt
Though it never happened
It tears us apart, apart

Lately you moving left as I’m moving right
Notice our bond is loose it used to be so tight
After it was over you would still hit up my phone at night
Cause shit it would go down and I would take your dark and give you light

Could Put your face up in a shrine
To Worship it a thousand times
Make it a thousand and one
But it won’t change the way it died
Guess it’s true that we all live to try and thrive
But what’s the point of being nice if good guys always end up left behind

That’s the grind
Take my time
I ain’t into being hoeish
Notice I ain’t rollin round the town and making other hoes my motive
My whole life I was used to having girls at my disposal
Then I looked into your eyes and I was ready for proposal

Now our toes are getting wet
Wonder if you’ve got regrets
Cause I found a bunch of texts before the distance made us split
Kills me that you just forget
But that’s just how you cope with it
Free Flowing with the hopelessness and blocking it, no opening

Maybe were water and this is our salt
Though it never happened
It tears us apart, apart

Grew up with a bunch siblings in a big old family
When she fell in a situation she needed her Anthony
I provide the remedy by drilling out the cavity’s
Numbed too much the novacane is blocking out the sanity

Then we’re caught up in between
21 and 18
3 years divided
But We multiplied the love with ease
Never felt the way she did with anyone else
Before
Same for me I’m hypnotized I couldn’t ask for anymore

Don’t you get that I care
Wishing your still fucking here
Lonely nights I stay up late
Telling other girls our tale
Hoping that your doing well
While wishing you will never heal
I’m just in between it
Wanna hate you but that’s far from real

Erasing all the precious times
To Try and ease the state of mind
But now we’re moving forward
On a VCR with no rewind
A slow decline
Confined to mind
A clock where weights unwind the bind
A plague that medicine can’t fix
So feelings become quarantined

Maybe were water and this is our salt
Though it never happened
It tears us apart, apart

I'm falling apart
I'm falling apart
I'm falling apart
And its tearing us apart