TAKING THINGS FAR

INTRO:

Reaper

(Etika) I shouldn't have pushed so many people away. Now i've got nobody. You know I wasn't suicidal before, I really wasn't. But one thing I didn't realize that the walls were closing around me so fast... I really had no intention of killing myself, but i always push it too far

VERSE 1:

WHY TRY TO OPEN THE DOOR I KNOW IT’S CLOSED I’M FEELING OLD WHY TRY TO SEE WHAT BEHOLD THE HOLY GHOST THERES NONE TO BOAST
IT’S GETTING CLOSE SUICIDE ALL IN MY MIND AND I KNOW THAT THE FEELING IS COLD WHETHER THE FEELING TO BE OR NOT
I DON’T KNOW WHATS UP HOW IT UNFOLDS I JUST WANT TO BE IN THIS BODY AND DRIVE HOW I WANT IT WITH MY CONTROL I CANNOT STOP TO THINK FOR A SEC
LIKE MAN WHATS GOING ON THERES ANTICIPATION ALL
IN THE CALM BEFORE THE STORM
THERE IS JUST ONE THING I WANTED IS MAKE MY LAST MOMENT WROTE DOWN IN A NOTE

VERSE 2:

I'm about to light the flame, yo
I think i am insane, yo
Used to think the world was good
But its full of fucking pain, yo
I say his name in vain though
I dont believe his name, oh
How come there is suffering
He should be so ashamed, oh
This world is a not game, oh
I can't even explain though
I'm taking all these pills tonight
I'll overdose today, yo
Nobody knows my name, so
Forgotten in a day bro
Sorry to my mother, father
Have to fade away, oh