INSECURE

VERSE:

I'm tired of this feeling, i seem to be lost
When i wake up, i wish i was finally gone
Cuz the pills didn't work, so I'm taking my gun
Dont come closer, my job is about to be done
And the reason, how daily I'm feeling this way
I can't bother to say, theres too much to explain
I wake up again, and I feel all of this weight
There is constantly hate, i can't love her the same

BRIDGE:

I can't even trust no more
Slit my wrists, all the blood up on the floor
I'm tired of all these fucking hoes
See the reaper closing all my doors

VERSE 2:

You look into my eyes, I'm hollow
Nowadays i hate tomorrow
No tears, but I'm feeling sorrow
The pain keeps growing, alone
Relapsing better than suicide
Just one night you can get high
Ain't no need to say your goodbyes
When you die with cocaine in your mind
I feel like my life is just ready to die
I'm 21 feeling I'm 405
This time is my prime but it feels like a lie
I'm mentally old like a dead butterfly
I can't see why I'm still here
Can i disappear