Take the Blame

[Verse 1]
Am I causing strain
Am I causing pain
Am I causing guilt
Am I causing shame
‘Cause I’m feeling all of them things
Don’t think I’m ready for change
The family been growing estranged
And it won’t ever be the same
Man this ain’t felt like a family in years
And I don’t blame it on anybody, but it was clear
There was tears, there was fears
We ain’t close, but we near
Said that I was here, but I was always switching gears
My one-armed hugs are like a metaphor
Showing that I do care, but I need to show it more
Got on everybody’s nerves, it was me against you four
Wouldn’t even blame you if you closed me out
And slammed the door, but look

[Chorus]
Everything plays a part
The last straw blamed for breaking hearts
But it be all them little things
Where all them problems made and start
Everything plays a part
The last straw blamed for breaking hearts
But it be all them little things
Where all them problems made and start

[Verse 2]
Alright I’ma go-in, I was on my own and
Building up my walls while my home getting broken
I’m hoping the boys wasn’t roped in commotion
In this group, I’m just the glue, you pieces that I’m holding
But clearly, that shit ain’t sticking
Constantly arguing about the whole school decision
Sometimes I’m thinking it’s the main reason that you’re splitting
Being a selfish masochist always creates distance
I’m faced with this

[Bridge]
I’m so sorry for how this played out
Ain’t proud
All of us just let each other down
No doubt, but

[Verse 3]
We all fucked up, we all just stuck
In this shitty situation so let’s build each other up
Relationships between us ain’t strong
I’m here to change and say that I was wrong
Put into relationships what I was needing
Never reading into other people, how they wanna be treated
I’m saying greed is the fetus of all things defeated
It reaches your weakness and kills what you needed

[Chorus]
Everything plays a part
The last straw blamed for breaking hearts
But it be all them little things
Where all them problems made and start
Everything plays a part
The last straw blamed for breaking hearts
But it be all them little things
Where all them problems made and start