[Intro]
It feels like, yesterday was a decade ago
And I've been so dazed as my story unfolds
Now the worst of my fears saw right through all of my charades
(through all of my charades)
'Cause I was 19, had the world in my hands
And now I'm dying, and I don't understand
How a couple of years can make anyone feel this way
(anyone feel this way)
A misconnection, that's all it takes
To be one one more of my mistakes
I barely recognize my face
There isn't much more I could say
[Chorus]
You set my world into a tailspin
Lost my senses, no direction in a whirlwind
Gave attention, now there's tension
Always nеrvous, never evеn got your name
(even got your name)
I can't believe I let myself down
Expectations couldn't make them, I'm a mess now
Devastated, I'm not waiting got myself out
Knew I had to leave that place (had to leave that place)
[Verse]
I don't get like this too often
Stay in line, pay no mind
I'm exhausted
Now I'm working overtime for no progress
Fog is slowly blinding me (slowly blinding me)
And I could write a thousand words
But it wouldn't matter
Not a single one is heard, all is lost in the shatter
Guess I don't have any worth, so I'll just sit here silently
(sit here silently)
[Bridge]
'Cause I was 19, had the world in my hands
And now I'm dying, and I don't understand
How a couple of years can make anyone feel this way
(anyone feel this way)
[Chorus]
You set my world into a tailspin
Lost my senses, no direction in a whirlwind
Gave attention, now there's tension
Always nervous, never even got your name
(Even got your name)
I can't believe I let myself down
Expectations couldn't make them, I'm a mess now
Devastated, I'm not waiting got myself out
Knew I had to leave that place
(had to leave that- had to leave that place)