Sweat It Out

VERSE 1: It's like I'm taking 2 steps forward 3 steps backwards / can I make some progress it is so wack bruh / honestly at times I wanna die cause in heaven I'll no longer make God cry / yes I am so serious in case you are so curious / because after I got saved I thought I was through with this period / of my life where sin governed my next move / wrong or right / right or wrong / why is it so hard to choose? / now that I've been born twice I don't wanna disappoint / in the morning I pray I walk where He points / but at the spur of the moment I freeze up instead of pausing / I sin and regret it / why does this happen so often? / often it feels like many times I skip to my lou behavior that no way honors my Savior / I know I'm saved by grace through faith but still I wanna grow / I appreaciate all He's done I at most want it to show //

VERSE 2: After I tied the knot I realized how selfish I was / how lazy I am / I wish you saw that on the cam / you may not believe it cause how I'm portrayed / I conquered many things but at times it's hard to obey / simple stuff that speaks so many volumes / it don't have to be elegant like a ballroom / I center fam around my work when it should be the opposite / I say things will get better but it's hard for her to be an optimist / when the same patterns continue / she should feel support as if she had help from ten dudes / who cares about my knowledge increase like a gee-ru / while she changes baby's diapers ten times to my zero / I need to be a hero / save her from the stress / she shouldn't feel my burden then she feels blessed / I need to take the initiative but my body won't budge / I need to push through the inconvenience and the uhh //

VERSE 3: Lord help me to be on the lookout / make me a sentinel / living life with purpose help me to be intentional / help me to change and no longer be conventional / help me to have compassion to be a gentle soul / help me to serve others needing help / to quit being a dude that only looks out for himself / but to look out for You and to look out opportunities to make You look good on the earth through You using me / teach me how to die for my wife and to be there for my kids on and off the mic / to be their protector lead them through the night / to make them feel secure though these problems are a fight / if they need help they can look up to me / cause I'm designated by You to give them what they need / and that goes beyond a dollar all they gotta do is holler for their father / I won't be bothered I'll do whatever they need //