Supernova

[Verse]
No frowns are given, nor a smile upon my face
'Tis exactly how I feel since I've figured out the maze
It's all a phase that's made to be replayed
And make you go insane for days 'til you're enslaved
To this supposed God, I swear he's just a facade
Of the Devil, he'll watch me explode down to a pebble
Not one, but several, I'll take the universe with me
It's just my initial instinct, I'm treating nobody special
Why would I? They never bothered to help my ego
They were indifferent cause I was different, made me feel feeble
Showing disinterest to what I'm living for, y'all are evil
Giving into the system that's written to kill the people
But somehow I'm an exception, somehow I am perfection
Somehow I've been neglected, somehow I have been kept in
Some sort of box, it's like some sort of paradox
In order to love or to hate who I am or who I'm not
Nonsense, I've deluded myself beyond belief
Straight hypocrisy flowing through the air, and it's haunting me
But you are not me, you can't understand what you cannot see
It's inside of me growing stronger, I guess it's tryna be free
From my masquerade that I'll no longer persevere
Show my stupidity, insecurities, what is real
Every side of me that I've been tryna hide
And if I die, at least I didn't go out with a lie
When I explode, I pray that my pieces surface
Insert them all in the hearses to rid me of all the curses
The curses have been hurtin', the hurtin' it just worsened
What's worse is that I'm nervous, nervous that I would surface
But never know what's my purpose, please tell me that I'm not worthless
My worth is far from perfect, now that I know for certain
But now my aura's purging, and now there's no more searchin'
For purpose, the time has finally come to close the curtains