Stuck In The Past

[Verse 1]
Freedom is like sugar, first time you get a taste
It alters every thought, you have no time to waste
Its all that you can think about, nothing else matters
You can’t turn away, even knowing you’ll get fatter
I am hopelessly addicted to the freedom to exist
Even though they keep begging me to cease and desist
Every exercise of freedom, I cannot resist
The freest that I’ll ever be, it cannot be this
Freedom is not being afraid to cross the street
The freedom to sit at home, drink and smoke a sweet
And take the woman you love somewhere nice to eat
That’s not Burger King or Denny’s
You didn’t have to scrape for pennies
Isn’t this the land of plenty
In the twenty first century?
I guess the promises were empty
Because they weren’t trendy
Went from under educated to becoming like a fucking Effendi
Now Covid killing people
Who could not afford the care
The poorest of the poor
Tell me how could that be fair?
If you’re rich, you get tested
As a part of your routine
If you’re poor, walk it off
Stay at home and quarantine
Even if you don't like it, well shit I've been lonely when I didn't wanna be
But I've gotten so used to it, playing games to get the depression out of me
Doing this because of that I really don't care about a salary
Starting to feel divine now, feeling so fly like a valkyrie
I think I finally found myself and now I've woke up
Using my voice yo he actually spoke up
And if somehow you get offended by this then mother fucker you need to grow up

[Hook]
These lonely nights got me stuck in the past
I've been stuck in the past (stuck in the past)
Just gives you plenty of time to let you heal like a cast
Man I've been stuck in the past
Wish I could go back and erase my mistakes
I'll just have to move on and find a way to escape
So I got my pad a pen, cause fuck a time machine
I can tank through it, to me that's obsolete

[Verse 2]
You with this shit? Man this is it
I’m done with redundancy
And my mind playing tricks
I’m done with these leaches
That stick like grits
I’ve become the one I gotta prove
And your boys with the shits
Whole lot to lose but it surely ain’t this
Cause once you choose a side
It’s for sure you can’t switch
No free rides better hike before you hitch
Man this is it Dog eat dog ain’t that about a bitch
And when frauds meet odds lord knows they gonna snitch
Keep one by the bed and one snug to the hip
I’m the captain of this ship
Get it cracking like some chips
These girls, I do not focus
Cause I believe one will come out the blue like a crip
Cause the ones that come up to you naturally is the best one you'll get
They say I can't get shit but they hide behind screens like someone's setting picks
I remember when I always got high off of weed
That phase went by quick, time going hyperspeed
Talked about weed a lot on this album but that shit can't stand with me
Going in parties and I thought I would get caught by my family
See that's why I quit cause every time I was on thin ice
Didn't change my mood either cause I've always been nice
I should've just stayed in my lane and just live life
I'd rather do cbd to help me sleep and have a good night

[SKIT: Sebastian & Keith]

[Sebastian:]
Shit it looks like Shaco is about to wake up

[Keith:]
Nah don't worry about it he's not waking up, he's wasted
Yo Sebastian I got something to talk about

[Sebastian:]
What's that?

[Keith:]
Will it get any easier?

[Sebastian:]
Definitely man, the more stronger and better you are and the more you know, it gets way easier
When the storm passes the clouds will start to disperse

[Hook]
Wish I could go back and erase my mistakes
I'll just have to move on and find a way to escape
So I got my pad a pen, cause fuck a time machine
I can tank through it, to me that's obsolete

[Verse 3]
They like yeah Sebastian talk yo shit show us what that real rap do
I thought I was stuck in the future, but I look at my past too
HT I'm on the track spitting high temperature
At this point seems like they coming after me like a creditor
Starting to have fear releasing this project, but I'm trynna fight it
Having so many feelings making this album, ain't no word to describe it
I got an angel and a demon on my shoulders while I write this
(Do it) (Don't do that) (Yo do it do it) Nah fuck this
Imma live life and do me and spit heat on this beat
Seb-D is gonna do what he needs to achieve and succeed
But that's what I rarely need, getting stronger I just hope no one's scared of me
Not trynna be obscene, I remember when my father choked me and I could barely breathe
Shit was rough that's how it was in my childhood
Doing dumb shit why the fuck am I going to a wild hood?
Instead of being in the trailer park I live in with nice people
I want to see my seed grow with nothing attacking him like a rice weevil
Lyrical ability in the vicinity shit I'll do whatever to protect
I'll spend a lot of time with him the positive messages I'll inject
Gotta find a way to escape cause this shit won't last
So Sebastian is saying peace out I'm not getting stuck in the past

[Outro]
Yo Sebastian is the album done?
Yeah you got the whole tracklist done dude look
Oh shit
So do I got the next album?
Yeah Sebastian you got the next album