A Love Letter

[Intro]
I usually don't do this but I just got a lot on my mind
Just so you know, you're always going to gain by giving love

[Verse 1]
Chilling in the classroom with this girl in high school
Back when the nights were cool, I don't shoot my shot like Jack Eichel
But she actually came up to me which was rare as fuck to me it seems
Every other night she would be popping up in my dreams
Had a nice body and ass we was passing notes in class
Any time that she was mad I would always make her laugh
Even if it was a lame joke that right there said everything to me
People calling me a simp cause I'm treating a woman like a human being
I was depressed at the time felt like she got rid of all of that
Started to feel numb I don't feel shit when someone's talking smack
Started to have a dangerous mind like Michelle Pfeiffer
When I told you how I felt you're the only one that could decipher
You're the reason why I woke up and started smiling
You're the reason why in my world the sun started shining
You said you liked me and I already felt in love with you, that's how I feel
If I say I love you I mean it, I'm risking my life cause love will get you killed

[Hook]
All the problems I was facing felt like it all went away
No longer chasing Imma let the right one come my way
Do what you love, that's why I'm writing this verse
Don't depend on others, just put yourself first

[Verse 2]
You see I don't play with girls feelings I'm not the one to leave after I get laid
I would of called you my baby even though that's some weak shit that I would say
Even though you moved away
You said if I was there your father probably would have took the gun and then sprayed
But honestly I would take a fucking bullet for you
Wanted to let you know I adore you, I wish I could assure you
That I do, felt all the pain hit me again when you blocked me
Couldn't even focus when I was playing hockey
Like the titanic I feel like I'm sinking and now I'm drownin'
Feels like you played me like civilian in a crown vic
Hell I'm starting to feel numb kinda like Novocaine
Always got high but now my sobriety I always maintain
And yeah I am a lover, I've always been in love
I hope I find the right one soon, I trust the one above
Just doing this for fun I don't give a fuck about a salary
Exorcising these demons only thing they're burning is calories
But if we were a thing, I would have done a lot
You're the only girl that has always been in my thoughts
My dumb ass was too focused on trying to get my crush
When she wanted nothing to do with me man I feel like I fucked up (I fucked up)

[Hook x2]
All the problems I was facing felt like it all went away
No longer chasing Imma let the right one come my way
Do what you love, that's why I'm writing this verse
Don't depend on others, just put yourself first
All the problems I was facing felt like it all went away
No longer chasing Imma let the right one come my way
Do what you love, that's why I'm writing this verse
Don't depend on others, just put yourself first