Stressed and Depressed

Intro:
I’m in my favorite place in the world, for the third time, yet right now it feels like one of my worst times

Verse 1:
This life, that I'm livin’, yeah it’s one of the best
Improbable but still possible, wondering what’s next
Got problems still, they constant too, lotta shit on my chest
That needs unloading, my guns loaded, sending and taking shots
I need to know right now if you riding with me or not
I'm in the fast lane, I'm pretty furious, y'all are pussies don’t get curious
Cuz that’s how you die but you dead to me
Went from befriending me to my enemies
Still alive thank god you almost ended me
I'm just on some different shit mentally
People always fearing what they do not understand god
Damn, explains so much prolly why we outta touch, had
Enough, I was stuck, you dug the hole for me but didn’t help me
Up, just went on with your life, how you sleep at night
Knowing that you didn’t treat me right, then you went and left me
Shit happens for the best but what you did was wrong
Cmon, I thought you were better guess that I was wrong
Begged me for a shoutout, fuck you here’s your song

Hook:
I’m too young to be feeling this stressed
Gone too many places to be this depressed
Selfish for complaining that’s probably what you are saying
But what if I told you that you caused all of this pain
I’m too young to be feeling this stressed
Gone too many places to be this depressed
Hopefully when I come home all of this will change
But for now while I’m gone just remember my name

Verse 2:
Peru where I found my family
Balkans that was a new ting
London right after that, Berlin hotel room I was hurting
Certain that I hurt you, but it was the opposite
Lost all my confidence, emotions drank they were bottomless
Boston saucin’ waitin’ on co-ops
Countin days down till I’d be abroad
London again, what could go wrong
Back in my feels, wrote all these songs
Loss of friends, therapy
Lessons learned, clarity
Making moves, carefully
Real homies, care for me
Down they were there for me
I’d just like to take the time to give my
Appreciation, to the ones who deserve it, you earned it
Cuz let’s face it honestly, don’t know where I’d be
If you weren’t there for me but thanks to you, I’ll continue
To do these songs for you tell my story, make history
You’ll be learning bout me thank you to those who doubted me
Don’t need you around me lost myself and then I found me
If you’re not fine with me, all that matters's that I’m proud of me

Hook:
I’m too young to be feeling this stressed
Gone too many places to be this depressed
Selfish for complaining that’s probably what you are saying
But what if I told you that you caused all of this pain damn
I’m too young to be feeling this stressed
Gone too many places to be this depressed
Hopefully when I go home all of this will change
But for now while I’m gone just remember my name